Sorry to hear about that. Sometimes "when it rains, it pours". I've always heard that the good Lord doesn't give a person any more burdens than they can handle. Sometimes it seems a person can't handle anything else, but everything happens for a reason. In 1994, almost 13 years ago, our house was blown away by a tornado. It was devestating but we replaced it with another house that was a better built home than the one that blew away. That's an event that will really devastate someone. We left home that morning on a beautiful sunny Friday (10/7/94), and that afternoon, just before the kids got home from school, the tornado blew the house completely off the site and across the street into a big pile of rubble in the neighbor's yard. They're the ones who called my wife at her office (they went to a neighbor's house). When the movie "Twister" came out, various friends asked if we had seen the movie (because they thought we wouldn't watch it because of the tornado), and I said yes we have a copy of it. Didn't mean to bore you with my story, but we all have had our ups and downs. Just keep "plugging away" and your "downs" will all become "ups".