well my home has been listed for 67,000.i gotta do some work on the room at my moms house but not much.the ex is supposed to come friday/saturday to get the rest of her crap.then im gonna start packin stuff up next week and hopefully be out of here next week or the week after.i just want out of this place!!i have too many memories,good and bad that i just dont want anymore.kinda sux that in order for me to go ahead with my life,i gotta go backwards first
.going from owning my home,to living with my parents to renting an apartment
.my mom is excited.my dad usually hates it when my brothers and sister move in but i guess he is real excited about me comeing back.well considering im the only one that has helped him and actually fully accepted him as my father even though he isnt.i love him and my mom more then anything.if i had to give up my life to save one of thiers,i would.
1 thing my mom said to me yesterday,and i think she may be right.and i hate to think about this.she said that if she does die that my father will kill himself to be back with her.she said that if i was still living there if it does happen he may not.they have been together for 21 years.sure they have had thier fights and stuff but here they are 21 years later still together.they cant live without eachother.i think if my mom was to die that my dad wont be around much longer after she goes even if he doesnt do it himself.i think he will die from lonelyness even if i was still living there.
well im gonna keep pecking at this thing called life.it seems to be getting better everyday.every decision that i make seems to be right.it just feels like im doing the right thing by getting out of this place,getting closer to my family and friends.
thanx to all of you here for being here for me when i needed someone to talk to.
comeing here gives me a break from everything.dont worry i will be back after i get setup at moms house.
