Wings for Marie Parts 1&2 (10,000 days) by the band Tool.
Since I am sure that a good portion of you gents are probably not Tool fans, I'll give you a brief synopsis. The song(s) deal with the lead singer's (Maynard is his name) mother, who spent about 10,000 days (26 years or so, just about the same time I've been alive...) paralyzed and broken from disease. Maynard is an atheist. His mother was about as devoutly christian as one could possibly be. Despite her disease, her paralysis, and her wasted life and torture, she remained christian, devoutly faithful.
Maynard did not understand it. He even wrote songs about his confusion, and even his anger, at his mother for still loving a God that had obviously treated her so poorly. His mother's name, Judith Marie, was in the titles of two of his songs. The one above, and another detailing his frustrations years before his death, entitled "Judith".
"It's not like you killed someone.
it's not like you drove the hateful spear into his side
you pray for the one who left you broken down and paralyzed
He did it all for you...." Excerpt from the song "judith"
When she died, Maynard penned another song, wrought with grief, partially angry at God, partially thankful to his mother for truly saving him in a way that no one else had.
"So set am I in my ways and my arrogance
burden of proof tossed upon non-believers
you were my witness, my eyes, my evidence
Judith Marie... Unconditional one...."
"Should you see your maker's face tonight
look him in the eye
and tell him
I never lived a lie,
never took a life
but surely saved one
Hallelujah, it's time for you to take me home..."
And also his frustrations with others that claimed to be religious, but only did so for the posturing:
"Ignorant flippants in the congregation,
gather 'round spewing sympathy
spare me...."
"You're the only one who can hold your head up high,
shake your fists at the gate
screaming:
I HAVE COME HOME NOW
fetch me the spirit, the son and the Father,
tell them your pillar of faith has ascended
It's time now, my time now, give me my wings..."
Anyway, I will spare all of you the pain of reading 20 minutes worth of song lyrics. Suffice it to say that once I realized what the song was about, and the depth and feeling in the lyrics and the song, juxtaposed over the sound of a thunder storm at the beginning...
It got me a little misty....